Hujan yang Sendu

biarkan hujan terus berlari-lari,
agar dia terus menjamah bumi,
biarkan hujan terus berasak-asak jatuh,
supaya dia terus membisikkan nyanyian sepi,

biarkan aku tadah satu persatu titisan hujan,
lalu aku simpan untuk kubasuh luka sengsara di kejauhan,
biarkan aku memanggil hujan selalu selalu,
walau dia sepertinya tidak mendengar.

biarkan aku terus menunggu hujan disini,
kalau dia terus mampu menguyupkan deritaku.

Ciklolita 8/4/2020 4.08pm Johor Bahru

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Hi, it’s been 21 days since MCO and already 28 days for semester breaks. I hope all of you stay safe, keep social distancing and stay at home #KitaJagaKita. I hope there is a light for our world and hope we will be on cloud nine when the pandemic coronavirus vanished.

Since I’m a student, FINAL YEAR student, of course, I want to finish my studies without any issues, difficulties, and complications. Owing to that, I need to stay active and on track to finish plenty of works. The sooner you knuckle under and start work, the better.

In that case, we must have checklists to monitor your daily tasks. By writing your tasks that need to be done on your schedule, you will have a sense of accomplishments and this is important so that it can boost our emotions and make us feel stressed and unproductive. We must always go the extra mile.

In this case, the things that we need are:

1.    Notebook (Cute Notebook, Formal Notebook)

I prefer a convenient notebook and cheap! :P

2.    Stationeries

We need various colour of the pen (blue and black pen also can), ruler and etc

3.    Prepare a comfortable and peaceful place to do works.

Any place should be okay, but for me, I prefer a quiet place and my own room! You need to be creative! Decorate your workplace with something that could increase your spirit.

4.     Make the checklists

Make sure the tasks in good for your knowledge, body and increase skills. It's okay if you not finish the work, but as long as you do it! “Slow progress is better than no progress”

5.    Start!

Finally, put pen to paper and start to do the tasks!

            I already do it, and Alhamdulillah works for me! So I hope you all get benefits from my sharing! Trust me, your future self will thank you for what you’re doing at this moment.

“A little progress each day adds up to big results”

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What is my feeling when the academic schedule has been rescheduled?

The first thought across over my head was “Ah, I need to survive for another 6-8weeks”

I tried to relax but other thoughts running like a race over my head.

 “How I'm going to survive?”

“What if my friends or anyone else invite all of us to gather and have dinner”

“I miss them, but I want to be a loner. I don’t want attention from anyone”

“How to decline when someone asks me or invite me to meet and socialize”

“Ah, can I even have the courage to attend class?”

                Ah, the reason why I want to be a loner because I don’t want to hurt myself again. I don’t want to be attached to someone again and I don’t want to be a third wheeler as well. I feel like I don’t belong to them but I need them. My anxiety hits me well.

I tried to reassure myself that everything going to be okay. Everything will get there in the end. Everything will be fine. You need to appreciate those who appreciate you and those who care for you. Ignore those who giving you more anxiety. We’re going to be okay and happy.

It’s okay Mar, you just need to study. Because the study is what I good for. For all of them that have the same thoughts as me. I know it’s hard but it’s okay.

“Even if you have to start it again, we going to get there in the end”

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Kopi dihirup begitu kelat,

Pahitnya rasa menyekat dikerongkong,

Rasanya tidak sama seperti sepurnama yang lalu,

Biarlah beribu kali ku bancuh,

Rasanya kelat berjuta sepi,

Terasanya pahit beribu mimpi,

Tetaplah aku terus membancuh,

Asal saja aku masih terus mampu menghirup,

Tawarnya secawan kopi

                                                                               Ciklolita, 8.59 pm ( 6/4/2020), Johor Bahru

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